Tuesday, May 30, 2006 ; 6:35 PM♥
went for 2 interview today..
first one: mkt research asst..
interesting job scope..
but can be quite stressful..
sometimes hav to work long working hrs..
including wierd shift like 8pm to 8am..
not an office-bound job..
can get to run ard..
tts e part i like..
hmm..
min if hav $1.8k + transport reimbursement all tis i join..
the 2nd cpf one..
is a total waste of my time..
i hav to say tt interviewer is a total fucker!
ok mind my language..
but i really feel like slapping her..
ur shld c the way she tok n the tone she use..
f***..
so wat if u r an interviewer...
nonetheless..
i rej e job on e spot liao..
&^%$##@$%^
ku niang~
hope can hav more comp asking me to go for interview~~~
came across nat blog n i tink e codes she gave inside quite gd..
here its is..
The irony of love
loving the right person at the wrong time,
having the wrong person when the time is right
and finding out you love someone right after
that person walks out of your life...
and sometimes, you think you're already over a person,
but when you see them smile at you,
you'll suddenly realize that you're just pretending
to be over them just to ease the pain of knowing that
they will never be yours again...
for some, they think that letting go is one way
of expressing how much they love that person...
in my opinion, some are afraid to see the one they love
being held by someone else...
most relationships tend to fail not because
the absence of love. love is always present.
it's just that one was being loved too much and the
other was being loved too little...
as we all know that the heart is the center of the body
but it beats on the left. maybe that's the reason
why the heart is not always right...
most often we fall in love with the person we think we love
but to only discover that for them
we are just for passing time. while the one who truly
loves us remains either a friend or a stranger...
so here's a piece of advice;
let go when you're hurting too much.
give up when love isn't enough.
and move on when things are not like before...
For sure there is someone out there
who will love you even more...
The ironic part of this irony of love is,
not being able to let go when you're hurting too much.
not giving up when love isn't enough.
and still sticking around when things are not like before..
Even if, there is this particular someone out there
who will love you even more.
somehow..
to me..
its makes quite a logic...
how true is tt??
tt how ironic it is...
Saturday, May 27, 2006 ; 8:37 PM♥
met dear go suntec to meet his client after my visit there today..
i hav to say..
town hav more of tt GSS aroma..
whereas suntec is kinda dead..
went to e fish n co to eat seafood platter..
n i hav to say..
spore svc quality really need improvement...
i rmb e last time i go wif eve they all oso lidat..
(-_-)""
im rotting @ home now..
as dear gotta run errand for his kuku..
i actually msg "cum home to face wall"..
n he was like y not ask ya frens to go out?
my reply is..
sat/sun is bf/gf day leh..
who e hell would be free...
unless ya do advance booking lor..
my assumption is...
noone on msn=none at home..
m i rite ladies..
haha..
neway..
gonna go for 2 interviews nxt tues..
woo hoo..
finally got news liaO..
after clicking n applying for so many...
one is a mkt research job while e other one is @ cpf..
i tink e cpf one is more admin one..
so hopefully..
can get into e mkt research one..
as long as pay is higher than wat im getting now..
i will JUMP..
good luck to myself!!
haha..
guess im siao liaO..
bye~
Wednesday, May 24, 2006 ; 10:39 PM♥
hmmm...
y is everyone asking me e same qns??
n commenting e same thing on my blog??
let me summarized my days first..
sat..
went taka for my facial @ aldha spa using dear's vchr..
as usual i end up getting pyscho..
i relent..
but luckily i only sign up for 1 session..
after 30% disc $60..
got bluff by MS midnite shopping..
went there but shops were closed..
n we gotta wait till 12mn++ to watch da vinci..
so hang ard mill walk for drink b4 heading for da show..
sun..
rotting day but poor dear gotta meet cust in e morning..
woo..
mon..
met up wif afi, annie n bb after work..
went bugis for steamboat..
nice catching up wif them..
here r some pics..
our delicious food.. ..
a shot of us..
annie n afi commented tt my blog is full of suspension..
n today..
eve called me..
tis is how she started off..
"i got smthg very serious to ask u"
she sounded so serious..
i tot WAT HAPPENED man..
juz to clarify..
nothing happening to me la..
everything is fine..
juz read..
dun anyhow interpret la..
i juz like to type craps here..
dun take it too seriously k..
=)
maybe i shld change my style of blogging..
so tt i wont leave so many qns marks in u guys head?
k la..
tts all for now..
bye bye..
Wednesday, May 17, 2006 ; 1:05 PM♥
hmm..
there's alot of things i cant get for now..
grr..
neway..
hav stats test yest...
tink gotta flunk it for sure..
pathetic..
me n xn was late for e test..
upin reaching one idiot took e wrong seat..
make me cat walk e whole hall..
by e time i started..
im 15 mins behind..
fuck...
nonethless..
unless miracle happen..
arbo nxt sem cfm hav to resit..
nbz~
gonna go sleep first...
then it will be time to piah for econs!
missed..
Monday, May 15, 2006 ; 11:52 AM♥
happy 22nd bday afi!!
btw..
erMMmm...
juz a simple clarification..
wif regards to my prev blog entry abt driving test..
im not saying y u guys nvr wish me luck..
its not wat i mean la..
im juz pin pointing at 1 person only..
so no offend ppl..
=)
forced myself to wake up ard 10++..
in e end..
only got tml morning..
a freaking 9am!!
wah kaOz..
^%$#@!
till now still no resp...
me gonna pend first n watch..
cant wait for fri!!
party party anyone??
Sunday, May 14, 2006 ; 8:47 PM♥
firstly..
a big SORRY to afi..
for not turning up yest..
so sorry babe!!!!
2ndly..
LIverpool won FA Cup final!!!!
managed to catcj 2nd half onwards yest..
Gerrard is e man!!
3rdly..
cant wait for tis wk to fly by..
although end of tis wk meant gotta head back to work nxt wk..
but i believe everything shld be able to end by tis wk..
exam..
n one more item tt shld end long ago...
damn it...
i feel like grabbing some1 to curse n swear now..
duh..
k la tts all..
my head wanna crack frm studying liao..
argGghhhh...
Thursday, May 11, 2006 ; 5:52 PM♥
1stly..
early in e morning..
received a msg frm david..
mentioned tt darren warned him..
n he will tok to me when i get back frm my leave..
e issue is...
tt both vp n avp tink me, him n pl are in cahoots..
cos we always take leave n mc together "coincidentally"..
wtf..
can those fucking ass using their bloody brain to tink anot..
if we dun go work together..
wats motive can there be?
for eg:
if u r shooting a movie..
n 3 of ur staff dun turned up.
maybe u can feel e impact..
as in u cant produce ur show on time..
but in tis fucking working environment..
wat disadvantages can they be..
n for god sake..
do u tink e 3 of us is really so dumb as to make it so obvious..
dun u tink those ass is fucking brainless??
tell ur..
they really pissed me off..
dun care ...
gonna hunt intenstively for a job..
as long i can leave tt bloody place..
im happy..
next..
went to take my test earlier..
knocked into one bloody pole again..
plus e tester seems to find fault in everything..
though i tink i drive still ok..
i end wif a freaking 50 point..
damn it..
e pole part..
cant blame anyone..
cos i noe..
my mind actually fly away for a moment..
dunno y oso..
well...
gonna wait n take in aug again..
y nobody wishes me good luck today??
except for my cousin..
one reson is i didnt broadcast for fear i might fail..
one or two who knows one...
some forgot..
n some maybe rmb but oso didnt ask..
haiZZzzzzz...
retribution leh..
tt time xn got 30++..
i luff at her.
now i got 50..
tmd..
now i noe..
y ppl always say..
luck is link one..
nothing goes well
for ya one after another..
tmd..
muz go pray liao..
need to change my luck..
Tuesday, May 09, 2006 ; 8:51 PM♥
wrok one more day tml..
n i'll be free frm working hell till 21/5..
cant wait..
got back econs tma3..
got a 82..
i rmb i was sick then..
anyhow do..
heng..
i wish i can find another good job soon..
smthg tt i can work on to carve out smthg for myself..
sound easy rite..
shall c...
Sunday, May 07, 2006 ; 3:18 PM♥
n80 is out!!
saw starhub advertising for it in e papers yest..
finally..
i seriously need some retail therapy..
n i tink tis is it..
but gonna wait a mth or 2..
for it to drop a little bit b4 i attack..
hope tis can help me cure a little of my heart..
*beams*
exams is e wk after..
but i typically hav no mood to study at all..
how??
hopefully i can buckle up by nxt wk..
n start eating all e books..
wish me luck..
Saturday, May 06, 2006 ; 3:10 PM♥
had my driving earlier..
n it started to rain heavily on my way back..
i've yet to go n cast my vote yet..
shall do it ltr..
watch mi3 yest..
not too bad..
action packed lor..
after e show..
i tink there's a fight..
cos we saw ambulance..
police..
n a pool of blood outside e arcade..
btw im at yishun 10..
gross..
but didnt managed to catch any victim or culprits..
wonder if there's any impact..
if there is..
xn gotta be prepared for more bugging..
duh..
went browse friendster earlier..
n saw huixin photos..
u guys rmb who?
our sec ex classmate..
i tink her photos r disgusting..
errRrrr..
shant tok much..
gotta catch my da chang jin dvd..
