fri
nothing much..
work as usual n met zz abt 11++..
after his friendly match..

my parents r asking me to tender first, then hunt again too..
im glad they r supporting me too...
tink they can see or sense tt im not happy wif e job..
whenever im not happy with job..
i would juz bath, eat n retreat into my room after work..
dun feel like toking or entertaining much..
guess tts wat ive been doing for the past one mth or so...

i always thot the elder generation would see..
having an office job, sittin in aircon room.. is smthg good..
n it would be stupid to quit juz lidat..
good tt they r not those who tink in tis manner..
if not i will be super stressed..
imagine no job..no income.
then everyday stayed at home..
do nothing except eat.. sleep.. n wait for calls..
then sure will hav nags..

told my bro juz nw..
to pay for broadband till i get new job..
his reaction: "wah.. my pay is only XXX"
Me: "can la.. save n scrimp abit lor.."
luff luff..
neway..
i was juz kidding wif him..

tml is his last day @ the sentosa club..
will start work @ e travel agency on tue..
jerry n katty is working there now too..
guess its sales..
so basic not much..
but heard peak season can sell alot..

sat
woke up ard 6++..
joined zz n his colleagues..
for their outing to JB..
8++ n the jam has already started..
had bak ku teh for breakfast..
followed by shopping @ jusco...
seafood for lunch..
n some confectionary purchases b4 we head back..
reached spore ard 6..
i tink those seller there muz see us as carrot..
haha..

shall post pics another day..
not much cos his coll is e one taking most of e pics..
dunno if they will send anot though..

didnt bought much..
juz some makan stuffs
n some stuffs for da hong..
even though its not here yet..
hur hur..

had swensens for dinner..
had chicken baked rice each..
out of stock for sticky chewy..
so ordered a chocolate XXX instead..
XXX becos i forgot wats its called again..
haha


chicken baked rice ; choco XXX


y is their desert spoon of diff sizes?


e word "tired" is chopped all over his face

invisible hand kungfu ; angry man


neway..
the svc juz sux..
we waited long for our drinks to be served..
we waited long for our desert to be served too..
(told one ger n she mia thereafter)
we even hav to wait super long for making pymt..
wth???
svc chrgs r not worth its penny for such svc..

today
woke up..
send resumes..
laze ard n went back to zzz again..
he had the company tournament tdy..
met him thereafter n had dinner @ his place..
yest was "tired" all his face..
today i tink he had " im super duper tired" all his face..
if its me..
waking up early consecutively n doing sports .
i would hav lie flat alr..

i supposed to do 2 things..
but i failed my mission terribly for one....
n i didnt fufil the other one...
i tink i am REALLY LOUSY..

young egg

i was super dark when i was juz born...


i tink i undergo some bleaching.. haha


big kingkong. michelin hand/leg..

like very long nvr meet him liao..................................
i wanna go back ***..

tts all..
tataz

met zz after work yest..
went jumbo for our dinner..
had pepper crabs, drunken prawns and seafood toufu..
yum yum..
the prawns r super huge..
toufu is nice..
crab is abit "hot" though..

catch "get smart" tdy..
an action + comedy show..
super funny show..
had chicken rice thereafter..

sat has ended juz lidat..

well..
tis 2 days..
there's kinda lil things at work..
ard 5-6++..
majority of us is done..
so get to go off abt 7.15 lidat..
tt is after making us sit n zhou bo for more than 1 hr..
hmm..
tink i will throw letter maybe toward end of nxt wk..

tink im will be kinda stressed after tt..
cos will be bumper liao..

selective mutism
somehow or rather...
i tink i hav a teeny weeny bit of selctive mutism..
haha..
what izzit actually?

-a social anxiety disorder in which a person who is normally capable of speech is unable to speak in given situations.
-described as a rare psychological disorder
-are fully capable of speech and understanding language, but can fail to speak in certain social situations when it is expected of them.
-while the truth is that they are forced by their extreme anxiety to remain silent; despite their will to speak, they just cannot make any voice.

but if write..
i can write everything under the sun!!


okz..
tts all for now..
tataz...

firstly..

happy birthday to my dear!!!

okz..
as usual work sux...
i tink e ppl there sux more..

auntie 1:
sit beside me..
like to take afew of her forms n passed it to me to process..
n would say..
"let u practise"
practise my ass ah..
i alr hav one stack of my own form..
wats there to practise?
neway the forms she passed to me..
the writings on it r usually either ugly or messy to the core..
hav to call cust /oic to cfm the writing.. tmd..
if not..
she would kp aiming at me to see if i got things to do anot..
"u got nothing to do alr huh?"
juz cant wait to pass her things to me..
shitty rite..

auntie 2:
i would call her the gian peng auntie..
e same auntie tt ppl in the office dun like..
forever asking ppl to treat tis n tt..
i rmb on my first wk..
someone treat us some food..
so she was like..
"eileen.. not frm u ah.. i tot u treat us lehz.. so when is ur turn to treat?"
on my 2nd wk..
someone treats us to some food again..
she repeat the same thing again..
well..
its only a treat..
of cos i wont mind treating all of them..
BUT..
1- m i very close to you?
if u r my kaki.. i dun mind treating u..
2: the more u asked for it.. the more i dun feel like treating..

today...
she asked me to treat them again..
her: "eileen.. ur SO all very rich one rite.. got 4k rite.. buy all of us starbucks lehz"
me: u asked HR to give me $4k first lor..

really CMI...

me n val has been leaving quite on e dot tis few days..
b4 we go still muz ask permission..
wth rite..
i dun even bother to ask my side liao..
so once she asked her mentor n its ok..
i juz grab my bag n go off together..

tink i will throw the letter..
either by nxt wk..
or lastest by mthn..
my 2 BFs is supporting me to do so too..
2 BFs as in..
my BoyFriend n BestFriend..
haha..
wish me luck ppl...

wed
went to buy zz present yest..
not last min la..
cos i tot exchange policy norm is 3 days..
so play safe..
yest then buy..
its 7 days though..

coe bidding day oso..
was praying not to get it..
but...
gotten it neway...
owner dun seems to like tt cateogry yet..
haha

today
met him after my work tdy..
his course so gd..
can go off at 5.30pm...
i would be at this course tdy too..
if i nvr resigned.. arrgh..
went to hav a not-so-nice HK restaurant..
smewhere near yishun..

well..
lets go n hav another one tis sat to make up..
though my mind is now blank though..
hehe..

well..
mama juz flew to BKK tdy..
the aunties' BKK trip..
almost all the womens in e lim's family..
plus my er gu..
back on sunday...
tink its gonna be HOT there..

okie..
my entry r getting long n wordy...
but.. when u r grumbling..
u can juz kp typing non stop..
haha..
oh ya..
btw..
i hav been having nitemares for 3-4 consecutive nites...
scary rite...
n e content is actually on.......
my work.
-_-

tts all for nw..
tataz...

8 letters.. 3 words.. 2 people.. 1 meaning...

well..
nothing much to blog abt tis wk..

after fri encounter..
i ve decided to start sending resumes again...
i was typically typing all day like a robot..
cos down wif 2 staffs..
towards e end of e day..
i cant even cfm wat time i can go off..
spoil my fri nite..
damn it..
tt stupid irene make thing more farked up..
well..
sources sd tt all e ppl in e office dun like her..
its hard to learn..
when there r double standard..

the most sickening thing is to hav regrets..
yeah..
i regret leaving my prev job for tis one..
all thanks to the damn HR for giving me such accurate info..
sighz..
for now juz hope tt i can find a new one soon..
while i hang on to this shit for as long as i can..
cos i dun hav e guts to tender w/o a job..
like wat most of my pals normally do...

its a stayed home wkn tis wk...

sat
went chong pang yest for breakfast..
woke up at 7.40am..
( i rmb e exact time cos i take a look at my hp..
b4 gg to wash up.. n i was like its 7.40am only!!)
thanks to zz..
haha..
spend e afn watching tv while he played his game..
had kuay chap for dinner..

sun
today..
as usual he has his soccer games..
for me..
spend time sending resumes..
n taking afn naps..
had ljs for dinner..

he's sick but still eat all tis fried food..
trying to yi du gong du..
neway tt 12th floor doc is really lousy..
its abt one wk n he's not cured yet..
rmb tt time when i had tt long cough..
i visited her twice..
after tt go to virabak the get betta..

papa has been having cough since beginning of this wk too..
hmm..
may both of them get well soon!!

neway its z.z bday tis thurs..
BUT..
he on course tt day..
so i guess will dismiss early..
n i end so late..
i dunno wat to do due to the stupid working hr..
how how how....
humph....

tml is monday again..
grrr...
im beginning to fear week days..
help me!!!

tts all..
go watch tv..
charlie n e choco factory...
tataz...

let me start my entry frm last sun..
tis entry will be abit grumby..
as i wanna grumble abt my work..

sun
as mentioned..
it was dad's bday..
went to amk dian xiao er to makan..
$100+ for 5 pax..
with duck, fish, meat, veggie n tofu..
not tt ex..

walked ard to hunt for a cover for my ipod touch..
but cant find..
got but kinda ex for juz a cover...

z.z got "apply blusher" tt day..
wif his pinkish cheeks..
tt arise frm his abt-to-come fever..

monday
work as per norm..
change my lunch to 1..
so got lunch kakis liao..
start to do the work alone liao..
curr doin only one currency..
met z.z after work..
feel kinda bad tt he has to wait so long for me..

tues
nothing much happened..
left work at abt 7.45pm..

work was like siao one..
thru the noon..
i was typically typing non stop..
as we hav to start learning frm data entry..
after finishing..
another horrifying thing..
is when the verifier start to throw back the form to u.
to edit the mistakes..
well..
although some r genuine MY mistakes..
but others r avoidable one..
but it become unavoidable..
becos my mentor nvr teach me or tell me..
sighz..
its like throwing u into the sea b4 u fully learn how to swim..

my dear was on mc..
due to viral infection..
yest was e first time i didnt get to c him for a whole day..

wed
lunch wif kailing n valarie tdy..
realized we were all trick into the job.
as in we applied for smthg else thru the webby..
were told tt tt position were filled up..
n asked if we wanna consider tis position..
at least kl stil noe e working hr prior hand..
as she had an interview wif e mgmt beside hr..
but for val n me..
we only had one..
n we only noe at our working hr on the first day itself..

kailing was saying she's gg zouk tonite..
so val sugguest gg bq after work..
since our workplace is so near bq..
we left work at abt 8pm.
(pai mia hor)..
so juz hop into one of those ktv bars..
nobody one....
guess its kinda early..
so juz had our drinks..
as its still early..
we decided to anyhow hop into another bar for another drink..
sama sama not much ppl oso..

bosses
saw the big boss yest..
n e oic for our dept tdy..
overall..
they r quite nice n friendly..
its seems to be cfm tt we will be shifting to tamp liao..
cos they r they r alr planning the seating arrgmt all tis..
well..
dunno if its gd or bad..

okz..
tts abt it..
tataz..

177155 u...........................

its sun..
dreadful..
im only left with 1/2 day more..
b4 its monday again...

suzuki roadshow
went to suntec yest..
for e suzuki roadshow..




a view of the cars showcased


the fake version of e wrc tt they keep advertising
but nice hor..


had decided to get the sx4 HB initially..
but when we reached..
we had to make a decision between the sedan or HB.
cos they had e sedan in white..
which looks alot nicer than e gray one we saw at ubi..
n its cheaper than the HB too..

side view


butt view

i tink its becos they placed a ugly blue HB yest..
tts y the white sedan looks so much betta..
so booked a norm white one with the salesgal..
according to her..
we can change our decision within one wk..
like frm sedan to HB..
or norm to opc..
by the end of the day..
we decided o get e op red HB..

ben & jerry while watching for our show to start
yummy

for those who like cartoon..
ya may go n catch Kungfu panda..
its kinda funny n comical..

carl junior
had carl junior for dinner..
well..
its my first time eating tt..
sua ku hor..
e reason being..
i noe they had big portion..
n i will nvr be able to finish it..
sp might as well dun eat..
neway..
the burger is really HUGE..

ipod touch
went to collect it frm singpost b4 we head down to suntec..
i wonder y we had to go so far to redempt it man..
neway..
hav got it..
kinda stylo mylo..
can surf using my wireless too..

its papa's bday tdy..
HAPPY BIRTHDAY DAD!!!
bringing him out for dinner ltr..
hav not decided where though..
most prob somewhere near..

not-so-random thots
once last wk..
another one tis wk..
though this wk one has lesser impact..
maybe maybe maybe.....
hmm..
got the i-dunno-wat feeling again..

gg to take a short nap..
tataZzz..

well well..
its kinda nice to start work at 10am..
abit packed..
but definitely not as packed as early morning..

started abit of hands on tdy..
actually its not tt bad..
their sys reminds me of v+..
when u r new..
u type word by word..
letter by letter..
but once u r used to it..
u will start tabbing, entering at an incredible speed..
hopefully i will be able to reach tt stage soon..
cbcfeil can do it..
im sure itstyl can do it too!

yesh...
tts my new id..
i rmb...
first job- psbdtyl..
second job- cbcfeil
third job- itstyl

as usual..
meet z.z for lunch @lps tdy..
tink i shld try to start adapting..
maybe lunch in or wat..
cos i realized the ppl there dun really lunch together..
as in they lunch wif someone outside e dept..
n..
he wont get sick of having lps food oso..

as for the expected daily late work..
juz take it as an extra source of income..
juz make sure they make me stayed more than 2 hr after my official work time..
so tt i can claim the meal allowance..
if claimed daily..
my payslip will definitely look prettier!!

will feel betta if u view it from another pt..
juz one day..
n i have sorted my mindset towards tis in a nice manner..
guess i've been working in a super comfy zone for e past 2 yrs ++..
esp for the last 3 mths or so..
thus the inadaption..

z.z juz deliver ba zhang here wif the "gtr"
hur hur..

hope tml will be betta!
tataz..

work
first day of work yest..
but it was orientation for the whole day..
it really boring..
ended ard 5+..
shopping ard raffles xchage while waiting for z.z..
bought a pair of shoe n cardigan..

tdy is so called my first day of work..
i dun like e feeling at all..
e feeling of knowing noone there..
e feeling of noone to tok to..
e feeling of nothing to do..
e feeling of feeling like an idiot..

for the whole day..
i was juz stoning in front of the pc..
noone to guide me or teach me..
becos they were short-handed..

a tok wif the so called in chrg..
realized my working hr is actually 10am-7.30pm..
when i asked for the knock off time..
the woman cant even commit..
dun even dare to say 7.30pm..
cos she say depend on work load..
can only go off when we hav cleared everything..
so if there;s lotsa work..
means hav to stay later..
according to her..
norm is ard 9+pm then knock off..

the moment i hear tis..
i sianz 1/2..
its not tt i cant work late..
1-3 days per wk..
im okz..
but imagine everyday lidat..
super no life lor..

frm the way the vp tok..
he seems to be saying..
u r SO..
so shld stay back tt type..
n when i went to put back the file ard 6.30pm..
both him n the woman was looking at their watch..
they juz give me the impression tt they hav this in their mind:
"tis ger juz cant wait to go off / this ger go off on e dot"
wats wrong man..
nothing to do..
of cos go home la..

although i haven hand ons..
i dun tink i will like this type of job..
but..
guess i will try first..
if really cant..
then i shall job hunt again..

met z.z, abc , gdc n kpc they all at lps for lunch tdy..
the water taps alr feel like dripping then..
n its juz flow when i c my dear after work..

i miss gg to work wif him..
i miss having lunch wif him..
i miss seeing him in office..
now the stupid change in workin hrs..
has robbed me of the chance of gg home wif him too..

SIGHZ

idiot in e hse
alr in a rotten mood..
yet tt idiot has to try to be funny..
he wanna reformat the comp..
but dun hav e cd key..
alr told him..
cd key cums wif e cd..
but he kp askin me for the comp key..
when did my comp got a key??
n tt f*cker juz start cursing n swearing aas if i owe him..
ta ma de..
if i noe..
i would juz throw tt comp away..
y bother to give him..
i could juz cont to use my comp..
n save e money i used to buy lappie..
the unappreciative pc of shit..

shocking news
heard tt daphne had cancer..
n its in e 4th stage..
she used to be very gum wif me n xn..
but ltr fall out wif us becos of some ot things back in SPS..
was quite shock..
cos its like still so young..
life is really unpredictable..

tts all for now..

missing is an agony... <3

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