Thursday, June 29, 2006 ; 10:12 PM♥
finally smthg for me to smile abt....
i passed both my paper!!!!!
though not wif wonderful result..
i got B- for both paper..
a hugh sigh of relief~~
met up wif eve n joy earlier..
ate at chong pang, the thai rest..
its freaking cheap..
$18 for 3 pax..
nice catching up wif them..
wif eve leaking some secret again..
hush hush..
cos we promised not to say..
haha..
well.
guess im feeling betta now..
maybe juz need to plan some progs to fill my free time..
y is everyone telling me im strong?
maybe i am.. maybe i am not..
but for now..
i juz tink its not worth wasting my tears on such jerk..
yes..
i will not..
Tuesday, June 27, 2006 ; 9:01 PM♥
he came yest nite ard 12++..
to tink he can act like normal..
asked me open door for him..
i tink he had e intention to stay for e nite..
cos after i opened for him,
i juz left it for him to closed..
he was actually locking e door..
but i guess he knew he has to go last nite..
when he saw his stuffs in my room..
i was in e midst of packing when he came back..
so i juz left it for him to finished packing himself..
but now still got afew books left here..
tink he no hands to take yest alr..
i mean he muz be kidding to be thinking of staying for e nite rite..
wth..
u really expect me to act as if nothing happen?
siao bo!
neway im kind enuff to help him pack..
everyone asking me to dump it out of e hse..
out of e window..
cut e shirts, dump e books..
but i choose to do nothing..
silence while he packed his stuff..
still dun bother to explain himself..
i was freaking angry when i c him..
but while i was helping him packed b4 he came,
tears dropped..
b4 i slept..
i cried too..
i mean..
after all...
suddenly alone..
really feels wierd.. .. ..
nonethless..
thanks for everyone who asked abt me..
console me..
acc me..
teach me stuns to teach him a lesson.. (xn's coll, joy, is great at tis!! )
appreciates it lots..
such man is worth no tears..
i guess i juz need time to adapt to now..
i guess its shldnt be tough..
well..
maybe i can congrats tt ger..
enjoy ur honeymoon now..
but one day..
shld would definitely be in my shoe oso..
its de ja vu...
if only i can give him a slap..
no a slap isnt enuff...
i wan to give ALOT of slaps...
sighz....
Monday, June 26, 2006 ; 11:42 PM♥
well..
suspect so long...
today i finally found e truth..
a proof tt i can use..
prev got proof but cant use..
for i dun wanna drag my fren down..
tis morning i saw e ger msg in his hp..
i've to admit was kinda sad when i saw e msg..
its like those u suspect 3rd party..
but when ya c e truth lying b4 u..
its still hit u like lightning strikes..
but when i saw his reply after i msg to let him noe i noe liao..
i tink he's not worth the tears..
he dun even bother abt my feeling..
my 6 pgs of msg.. wif a fucking reply like tis..
at least put some effort to show some sense of guilt can..
"i m sorry. i know i have hurt you.
can give me time to move out of your place?
i dun wish to let your mum know abt it.
can you pls agree to my request?
cos ur family is really v nice."
juz one sorry to end thing off..
he actually cares abt being found out by my parents..
rather than my feeling..
heratless freak rite..
i didnt reply after tt..
n till now..
no resp frm him oso..
i shall juz dump all his stuff into a plastic bag..
n put it outside my hse..
cos i tink my mum will surely dun allow me to dumb it outside..
can ur believe it?
she say i shldnt chk his hp..
its like intruding privacy..
wth?
dun chk n cont to be cheated by him?
n wait for him to finished using me then break off wif me?
tink she's those who settle thing peacefully one..
well..
im tired...
sick of all tis things alr..
i shall look on da bright side of life..
Sunday, June 25, 2006 ; 1:37 PM♥
juz like tis glass if water..
its full..
no longer can consist anymore water..
has reaches its limit...
its e 4th time..
4th freaking time...
wat i can say leh..
Thursday, June 22, 2006 ; 7:54 PM♥
abt 45mins ago..
i feel like there's thunders n storm inside me...
feel like screaming out loud to vent watever shit i hav inside me...
y m i freaking pissed off
was asking him where he was earlier..
mentioned tt he's still in office but meeting his army fren ltr..
of cos i wouldnt mind tt he's meeting his pals or whoever la..
but can at least let me noe b4 hand anot..
so tt i can ask mum not to cook his portion for dinner..
he juz assume mum wont cook today cos im on leave..
yes..
im on leave but im at home..
assumption...
y cant asked juz asked leh?
maybe im wrong to assume tt he will be back to eat oso..
communication breakdown?
watever..
i hav one big fish, a big bowl of wanton n 2 fried eggs for laying on e table juz now..
i ate 1/2..
gonna throw e other half when he's back ltr..
so tt my mama wont noe..
now i wonder wats wrong wif us..
i miss e good old days..
my driving test
went for tp today..
flunk again..
tmd..
nvr knock pole but mount kerb today..
but i hav to say e tester i got today is very friendly..
dun mind getting him back again..
heard frm roger tt he's new..
n he used to be driving instructor for police..
so gotta go for e 4th time again..
haiz..
but heard tt ah keng jie jie took 6 time..
n still taking..
now really so diff to pass meh?
mango sale
went to meet xn for a shortwhile after my test..
head to marina for e mango SALE..
yes e 4 magic word..
its was damn squeezy n crowded..
long queues for both fitting room n cashier..
everyone gg during lunch..
spotted some stuffs but NO SIZES..
damn it..
left empty handed..
my spoilt computer
my comp was down for e pass 2 days..
tink e power box inside spoilt..
asked han chin kor to help me chk..
he came earlier, helped me changed e box..
n cleared all my virus in e comp..
without wanting to accept any charges...
im so thanksful man..
e comp genius!
work
david has found a new job too..
at datapool..
one of dbs collection agencies..
he gonna tender when he's back on mon..
kaOz..
im left hanging in tt stupid comp..
arrgh!!
PL asked me to go uob as there very slack..
but i really dun wanna go back into collection again leh..
howwWWwwwww.....
world cup
japan vs brazil tonite..
3am..
maybe i will be up to watch..
saw smthg like on on joy's blog..
"brazil thrashed japan like mincemeat"
woman.. WTH!!!!!
hope its e other way round..
imagine tml headline
JAPAN THRASHED BRAZIL..
woo..
ok im typing abit too much today..
Monday, June 19, 2006 ; 9:33 PM♥
JaPaN 0 : 0 CROatia
BRAzil 2 : 0 Australia
well..
im glad i didnt go n buy wat i wanna buy yest..
if not me gonna lose~
my hunch did told me kor will draw wif france..
but i didnt tink much abt tt..
n its came out draw!! 1:1
catch the jpn vs cro match yest..
although i support jpn..
i've to say they hav poor judgement skill..
feel like punching them when u c them play..
but one smiley issue is..
my dear inamoto got play yest!!!
woo hOO...
45 mins of indulgence..
wakaka..
went to seoul garden to eat on sat..
tink me gonna aviod meats for 3 mths..
haha..
catch slither thereafter..
gruesome but not as power as e prev gruesome show..
took train wif xn earlier..
kana cyco by her to take to jurong then back to yishun..
n i landed home 1/2 hr ltr..
but she lend me her bro's iPOD nano..
cos i didnt bring mine..
hehe..
a feel of my nanO..
tml tue..
haiz..
i hate gg to work..
Saturday, June 17, 2006 ; 4:55 PM♥
was in e midst of my sleep today..
n received a call frm one fella...
the calls go like this:
guy: can i speak to the holder of ic#s8429338e.
(in my mind was like wth? cant u juz say can i speak to eileen?)
egg: ya speaking..
guy: can u read out ur iv # again to re- cfm?
egg: s8429338e..
guy: CONGRATUATION~ u've been selected for NDP tickets for the actual day...
n he goes on.....
spoil my sleep but nonetheless..
im gg to NDP 2006..
tt is if there is no unforseen circumstance...
tml matches:
JAPAN vs CROATIA
AUSTRALIA VS BRAZIL
feel like eating for aus
n buying jpn home win..
(noe im typically like throwing $$ into bin rite)
but im gonna support them physically by buying them win!!
haha..
shitty.. even a bolster can win me...
Thursday, June 15, 2006 ; 8:17 PM♥
nbz..
^%$#@
i type a super logn entry juz now..
n my comp hang juz b4 i saved..
f***
now i hav to retype..
well..
lijun finally bear to upd her blog..
yup..
i tink neglect is e word..
or u can put it simply as "dun bother"
lose interest in e ger..
or is there a new found interest?
tis r e qns only a guy can ans..
but somehow..
i cant accept.
if e changes b4 n after honeymoon period is too big..
yes..
gonna kpkb soon..
was on mc today..
tot can go watch slither after dear work..
but he called ard 2+..
saying he gotta go to take his insurance test today..
after tt..
end e call wif "i call u ltr" as his fone is ringing..
e "i call u ltr".. e call juz nvr came..
from 2+ till now..
makes me wonder..
dun use tt phrase if u dun intend to call me back..
juz end e call wif a full stop will do..
nonetheless..
realized i really hate him being in sales dept..
tink collection is certainly much more betta..
*%&$
it juz spoil my thurs today!
neway..
watched im not stupid 2 yest..
n i actually cried towards e end of e show..
cos wat they sd in e show really reflect how i feel in e past..
n i feels so sorry for thinking of tt..
in short,
family r still e one who loves u e most.
yeah shall not elaborate for fear e comp hang again..
neway taking my tp nxt thurs..
managed to grab my cousin slot tis morning..
roger help him canx last nite..
n i go in early in e morning..
heng noone took it yet..
k la..
tts all.
Tuesday, June 13, 2006 ; 8:13 PM♥
what happened to my japan????
fom winning 1-0 to losing 3-1 to aus..
wth???
n y didnt inamoto played in e game?
no wonder will lose...
haiz..
guess they cfm will get kick out soon..
*disappointed*
went to dye my hair on sat..
plus some highlight..
vincent was like..
"ur hair alot more shorter liao hor"
ya..
i oso tink its getting shorter..
haha..
went to town to do some shopping on sun..
nothing much to buy though..
only buy one top frm mango..
watched omen..
hmm..
some qns in my head though..
my hair look kinda bombastic now..
u noe all e Q-mo growing out..
i tink i can sytle it to be those messey messy hair..
hehe..
korea game up next..
will they be able to save our asia's pride??
Friday, June 09, 2006 ; 10:07 PM♥
my fren got a pc of info for me..
but refuses to reveal more abt it..
keeping me in susp..
but i doubt its anything gd..
for its worse than wat i curr noe..
wtf?
Tuesday, June 06, 2006 ; 9:04 PM♥
today is 06/06/06....
meet joy, lynn n eve juz for dinner yest
had buffet @ furama..
not much variety though..
went to suntec to find dear+lawrence thereafter..
i was too full to drink anything..
feel so bloated after e food..
haha..
walked to mrt station wif pl n david after work today..
david was asking PL..
if they meet up during wkn..
he can bring e gf along to watch soccer ..
PL was like "dun wan la. sianz ar"
david: "wan to die ar, say ur gf sianz"
then they turned to me..
pl/david :"do u tink gary is sianz of u oso?"
egg: "how i noe.. u go ask him la"
-----------------------------------------------
but hor...
somehow in my mind..
i was like..
"ya maybe he's sianz of me liao"
its was like to compare e past n now..
tts quite a diff lehz..
u guys can say its honeymoon tt time..
but i tink e changes came only after he switched to sales..
past: msgs every now n then..
now: no msgs for e whole day.. except at the end of work day to meet to go home..
past: more activities to go out..
now: he either go out wif his "unnamed" frens (or wat he called colleagues) or we will rot at home during wkn..
every wk, would say wanna go shop on sun..
but in e end, he go out till late on sat..
sun where to find energy to go out to shop wif me?
nonetheless...
go clubbing or dining wif other ppl is not a big deal..
no need to keep me in e dark..
spore is not tt big..
neway..
its not e first time he got spotted..
but i didnt tell him he got spotted la..
since he meant to keep me in e drak..
i shall juz act blur lor..
ur admired me for tt rite??
haha..
so many nice shows coming out..
omen, slither, cars.. etc..
omg..
y muz al be out at one go..
he's starting class tis thurs..
last over e wkn n till nxt wk..
wonder if there's anytime to catch my movies..
hMMmm..
k la..
tts all for now..
tata..
Sunday, June 04, 2006 ; 2:06 PM♥
is marigold n giraffe of e same species?
nah..
maybe marigold will stale faster..
haiz..
y is life so ironic leh..
let me wait for xn..
n i shall follow suits wat she do....
liang ge xin ku de nu ren..
haha
Saturday, June 03, 2006 ; 8:22 PM♥
its e wkend again...
sat but i gotta work today..
%$#@!!
lucky 1/2 day only..
dear went to cut his hair on wed..
but not satisfied.
the stylist seems to be rushing on tt day..
he 4ever so so busy..
miss ur appt time..
n u gotta wait abt 2hrs..
tts how BOOKED he is..
goodness..
so after work today..
we headed back for him to touch up..
n as usual..
e stylist is soOOooo busy..
pl last day on nxr fri..
so we headed to chinatown on thurs to eat after work..
me, dear, david, ronald, puay liang n jonathan..
tis is my FIRST time sitting in coffeshop..
they were drinking tiger beer..
*i dun drink beer
n its was freaking HOT..
yest went for dear's colleagues gathering..
went to boat quay to eat dinner..
n headed to villa bali after tt..
tt was e place dear n me went for our 2nd date..
haha.. (if i didnt remember wrongly)
but tis time its more crowded..
maybe wkn..
if i joined GE tt time..
they would be my colleagues liaO..
a fun grp of ppl..
unlike my current coll..
who r all so ^%$#^&*
i have shitted thrice today..
wth??
hav i mastered e superb toilet skill frm dear??
(-_-)
