-oNeEgG || mY liFe mY stOrY ||

Tuesday, June 03, 2008 ; 9:11 PM♥

work
first day of work yest..
but it was orientation for the whole day..
it really boring..
ended ard 5+..
shopping ard raffles xchage while waiting for z.z..
bought a pair of shoe n cardigan..

tdy is so called my first day of work..
i dun like e feeling at all..
e feeling of knowing noone there..
e feeling of noone to tok to..
e feeling of nothing to do..
e feeling of feeling like an idiot..

for the whole day..
i was juz stoning in front of the pc..
noone to guide me or teach me..
becos they were short-handed..

a tok wif the so called in chrg..
realized my working hr is actually 10am-7.30pm..
when i asked for the knock off time..
the woman cant even commit..
dun even dare to say 7.30pm..
cos she say depend on work load..
can only go off when we hav cleared everything..
so if there;s lotsa work..
means hav to stay later..
according to her..
norm is ard 9+pm then knock off..

the moment i hear tis..
i sianz 1/2..
its not tt i cant work late..
1-3 days per wk..
im okz..
but imagine everyday lidat..
super no life lor..

frm the way the vp tok..
he seems to be saying..
u r SO..
so shld stay back tt type..
n when i went to put back the file ard 6.30pm..
both him n the woman was looking at their watch..
they juz give me the impression tt they hav this in their mind:
"tis ger juz cant wait to go off / this ger go off on e dot"
wats wrong man..
nothing to do..
of cos go home la..

although i haven hand ons..
i dun tink i will like this type of job..
but..
guess i will try first..
if really cant..
then i shall job hunt again..

met z.z, abc , gdc n kpc they all at lps for lunch tdy..
the water taps alr feel like dripping then..
n its juz flow when i c my dear after work..

i miss gg to work wif him..
i miss having lunch wif him..
i miss seeing him in office..
now the stupid change in workin hrs..
has robbed me of the chance of gg home wif him too..

SIGHZ

idiot in e hse
alr in a rotten mood..
yet tt idiot has to try to be funny..
he wanna reformat the comp..
but dun hav e cd key..
alr told him..
cd key cums wif e cd..
but he kp askin me for the comp key..
when did my comp got a key??
n tt f*cker juz start cursing n swearing aas if i owe him..
ta ma de..
if i noe..
i would juz throw tt comp away..
y bother to give him..
i could juz cont to use my comp..
n save e money i used to buy lappie..
the unappreciative pc of shit..

shocking news
heard tt daphne had cancer..
n its in e 4th stage..
she used to be very gum wif me n xn..
but ltr fall out wif us becos of some ot things back in SPS..
was quite shock..
cos its like still so young..
life is really unpredictable..

tts all for now..

missing is an agony... <3